Admit It Day 2.07.2008
Stephanie on February 7, 2008 at 10:21 am (4 months, 4 weeks ago)
1. My name is not Stephanie.
2. I shave my eyebrows off and then draw them back on.
3. Writing about celebrities everyday actually bores me to tears.
4. I am totally bored right now.
Your turn…
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Dana said,
Well you know I knew that
Hmmm, what can I admit?
When I worked at McDonald’s when I was 17 I used to give all my friends free food when they came by. I would pretend to ring it up but didn’t :lol2:
Anon-1 said,
I am positively not gay but I like to watch lesbian porn.
JBL said,
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Cicily said,
Wow, five years of celibacy. How have you done it? The longest I went without was about a year and that was because I chose not to date and instead focus on my studies. Men have always been my weakness.
I have been making up for loss time though :booty:
Raven said,
I am a closet Bow Wow and Omarion fan. Please don’t tell anyone. :bag:
Nefertari said,
1. My name really is Veronica Nefertari but I’ve never shown my last/surname on the site. I answer to both.
2. I am 34 and have never been to a nightclub, never been to a “grownup” party, never been to a concert, never been on a date with a man who I wasn’t engaged to marry or married to. In all, I’ve only been on a date with two men in my life–and I married both of them. (not at the same time
i’ve had a very strange nerdy life.
3. I secretly and sometimes openly covet and strongly want to have a ridiculously large behind. It is the one area where I surrender to peer pressure regarding appearance. I don’t have one, but that doesn’t stop me from doing 750 squats every week in the pursuit of one. I know on a cognitive level that it is a stupid pursuit–but I really truly want a behind like “Deelishus” from Flavor of Love and I always have. I guess standards of beauty outweigh my politics on that issue. :booty:
4. My best friend is a sister who is 20 years older than me. I’m 34. I grew up feeling so much older than I was, that I have a hard time relating to sisters my age, although I would like to be able to do so. I mean how do you explain to a sister “no..really, I’ve never been to a concert–heck I couldn’t even listen to secular music, go to the mall or eat fast food growing up”
5. I am the nerdiest person I have ever met in my life. I read the tax code for fun. The biggest joy in my life is my sons and husband. Outside of that, this site is my only social outlet.
iris said,
1. i want to punch sherri shepherd in the mouth on air
2. i love masturbating
3. i like lesbian porn too!
4. i need a man and i haven’t had one in years.
Sick Of It said,
Lol, ‘Stephanie’
. My turn!
1. I have an unhealthy attraction to men’s police uniforms, cop shades, and patrol cars.
2. I like to speed so that I can actually get pulled over by a cop and potentially frisked down like a system criminal. For some reason I never get stopped
3. I watch the Golden Girls religiously on Lifetime channel, my favorite character is Dorothy.
4. I work in a biochemistry lab and feel sexy in knee-length lab coats.
5. I’m 6′0 and wish I were shorter so that I could find jeans easier.
lady said,
MMMM what can i say about me. Im 33 years old. Im 6′1 without heels. I have a weakness for boots and shoes with 2-3 inch heel.
Im alway getting the real short men after me lol.
About everyday i get call lisa raye (loving it).
My sister gets on my nerves she 24 need to move out get a life.
Very bored at my job today but it pays the bills.
I love this site with all my beautiful black sister and the men that comes here to make a opinion. :bowdown:
Much love A.Arrington that the name
lady said,
SICKOFIT AS FAR AS JEANS GO TO OLD NAVY I THINK U WOULD LOVE THERE JEANS. ANOTHER 6 FOOTER HEY GIRL LOL.
Liyah said,
I am 28 years old. Happily married to my husband whom I’ve know most of my life, yet I have an unhealthy attraction to Boxer Floyd Mayweather Jr. and hate the fact that he is still with the mother of his 4 children and I hear she is beautiful :hmph: (see below)
http://www.boxnews.com.ua/phot.....ther12.jpg
Sick Of It said,
^^ HEY GIRL!
Glad to see another sixer in the house lol! :dance: Thanks so much for the tip, I’m definitely going to check them out. :thumbsup:
I love boots too! I told my coworker I’m going to bust in that lab with some Naomi Campbell thigh high boots one day and they just laughed lol. They don’t know
Dana said,
Stephanie (
), why did you remove your comment about being celibate for five years. Don’t be ashamed girl. A whole lot of women ain’t getting no d1ck. I’m not one of them, that’s just what I heard 
lady said,
Sickofit hit me at ladyfloatmaster@yahoo.com i have other site u can go too.
Liyah said,
Wow, I am 5′9 I thought I was reppin for the tall sistas but yall taller than me, thats a beautful though. I love being tall people can never tell that I wear a size 10-12
. And steph don’t feel bad about he celibacy, I was celibate before I got married.
Rotex said,
Nefertari, u don’t have to go to a night club.
Anyway, I am a man and i come on this website that seems like it is only meant for women.
P.S. I am not gay.
D. Lewis-Thompson said,
I was celibate for two years after college and about 1 1/2 during college.
My husband was my first adult boyfrend.
I am 29 years old and a complete and total dork and I am proud that me and all my friends are grown up sexy geeks. I secretly think that Michelle Williams is the coolest member in Destiny’s Child, I have all of Will Smith’s solo CDs, and I love NPR.
JAZZO said,
IM 20 YEARS OLD AND IM IN LOVE WITH P.DIDDY THIS SECERT CRUSH GOES SO FAR BACK..I KNOW HE’S A LOSER…BUT I LOVE HIM DEARLY…. :lol2:
Dana said,
[quote comment=”20745″]IM 20 YEARS OLD AND IM IN LOVE WITH P.DIDDY THIS SECERT CRUSH GOES SO FAR BACK..I KNOW HE’S A LOSER…BUT I LOVE HIM DEARLY…. :lol2:[/quote]
Chile don’t be ashamed. I’d jump Lyfe Jennings’ bones in a minute if he’d let me :lol2:
Tip said,
1. 29 and turning 30 on the 18th, also celibate. But its because I choose to be not because I can’t get any.
2. A small town girl from NC, that can mingle with anyone, anywhere.
3. I am a spontaneous, down for whatever chick, if it excites me.
4. Strange people on the street just open up to me when I meet them. I guess I have a “tell me your life story” face. Though, most of the time I enjoy the conversation.
5. I love men that march to the beat of a different drum, I find it sooo sexy. So I have had a crush Common and strangely Woody Harrelson for years!
Kisha said,
I have stalker tendencies when it comes to Tyrese. There is something about a chocolate man with pretty white teeth. I cant get enough of him!! :brownsista:
goldenbrown said,
[quote comment=”20748″]I have stalker tendencies when it comes to Tyrese. There is something about a chocolate man with pretty white teeth. I cant get enough of him!! :brownsista:[/quote]
I, too, have an unhealthy obsession with Tyrese, even after I read that he hit his child’s mom and went MIA for a minute because of it. It didn’t faze me…He could definitely get it. I have a healthy obsession with dark skinned men PERIOD, eventho my man of 3 yrs is light skinned… He already knows!!!
Nefertari said,
To the tall sisters, I’m 5′10! I thought I was the only amazon up in here!
Nefertari said,
@Rotex
My husband keeps telling me I haven’t missed anything so i think you are right :iagree:
Tiffany said,
Completely agree with Liyah, I watch the specials on HBO on Floyd and fell in love and don’t know why you would think his arrogance would be a turn off but something about how hard he works makes you feel he is justified.
"O.R.C.H.I.D." said,
1. Stephanie is ccol with me even though she bragged that she made me her blogger bxxch. (Not True)
2. Creating Music is my life long addiction - can’t leave it alone!
3. NY Giants played an incredible Superbowl! - I love Football again.
4. I’m feeling Prison Break over this season of The Wire.
5. I believe that the world would be a better place if we all were more spritual ( Be kind to one another and pray for one another) not just religous.
Majesa said,
Ha, this is funny. Here it goes:
1) Inside of me lives a stripper that is dying to get out. As a result, I’ve ordered stripper shoes and outfits yet I’ve nowhere to really use them.
2) It irritates me when people ask me how old I am, even though I take it as a compliment when they don’t know. I’m 19.
3)My obsession with becoming a Sex Therapist for a majority of my teen years (Seriously, the doctor kind) left me wanting to hide the fact that I am actually a virgin.
4) I want to kill anyone who pats me on the head because of my short stature. I’m 4′9”, and I am not your ******* pet. Don’t pet me.
5)In addition to the last comment, I’ll admit that a great deal of my attitude and sarcasm stems from the fact that I’m short. I have the Napoleon complex, which can lead me to be quite bossy.
6) I was once obsessed with Orlando Bloom. My walls were covered, and I carried a purse that said “Mrs.Bloom.” Followed by the engraved charm I attached to my purse. My sister’s bday is on the 14th, his is on the 13th. I bought a cupcake and watched his movies on the 13th. I forgot to get my sister a gift,and had to give her cash. I was a nut.
7) Despite my love for tech things and video games, I love the fact that no one ever suspects it from my appearance.
….I could do this all day.
Stephanie said,
OMG, you guys have me cracking up with some of the stuff you have revealed here today. I actually removed my celibate comment because I thought it was maybe a bit too personal- but you guys have really gone there.
I didn’t want to post any celebrity gossip today cause it was boring me. I was like “I rather just talk to the people who come here everyday”. I’m glad I did too. Some of you are as crazy as I am. :lol2:
La Domina said,
@EVERYONE
this is definately therapy for you guys. i’d join in but i’m afraid to. but tell me at what height are you considered tall for a female?
@NEFATARI
oh and being celibate and missing out on clubbing is nothing to be ashamed of. actually, NEFATARI you have pretty much skipped unecessary drama. so kudos to you girl. but answer me this if you read it……is it because of religion why you didn’t do some of those things growing up or just a shy attitude?
Liyah said,
[quote comment=”20755″]Completely agree with Liyah, I watch the specials on HBO on Floyd and fell in love and don’t know why you would think his arrogance would be a turn off but something about how hard he works makes you feel he is justified.[/quote]
Tiffany I am a true Boxing fan, as a matter of fact, I did it for a short while, so I became interested in him b/c I was amazed at how great of a boxer he is. Then eventually I realized that he is great eye candy too
nia said,
Stephanie (or whatever your name is), you have definitely started somethin here. People have all these secrets that they are dying to tell, and all they need is an anonymous forum to let em out! I think its beautiful!!
Even though I aint gon tell yall sh#t about me! Ha! :hmph:
Liyah said,
Yes Stephanie, this was certainly a good idea. Your the best Stephanie…or whatever your name is. :lol2:
Nefertari said,
@La Domina
It was mostly because when I was young enough to do those things, I was in school. I grew up pentecostal (so absolutely no boys or partying for me) and then went to college at 17, got married during my first year of college and started having babies. So by law school I had four children, a job, and full-time law school, so I only had time to focus on the children and school and work. By the time I finished all of that–I looked up, was over 30, once divorced, and all of the “party years” were just behind me. I can’t say I ever missed it–only because I don’t know what I might have missed.
I can’t say I’m terribly religious. I have a relationship with God as I perceive God. But I’m very non-judgmental and non-religious. I don’t think it is bad for women to do those things. I think it probably makes them more well-rounded because I acknowledge that I am very very odd. :dance:
The strangest thing about me is that despite never having had a lot of experiences, I embrace people who have. That’s probably why I’m such a Janet stan. I love her freedom. I am one of the people in here who thought that her on-stage dominatrix performance was the absolute shiznit…She made me proud. Weird right?
My husband’s favorite saying (hubbie was a HELLION by the way when he was young so he has partied enough for both of us!)…his favorite saying with me is:
“Man..how can a square be so round!? :lol2:
Majesa said,
Tiffany, is your real name Tiffany? There are a lot of us.
It looks really weird when I actually look at it and pronounce it.
Nefertari said,
@Majesa,
Girl….I LOVE Stripper shoes….have a closet full of them. And since at 5 fot 10, I have big feet (size10), I have found that the cross dresser stores have THE BEST stripper shoes in the world!
Nefertari said,
ok.. :bag: so am I the only sister in here who has a burning desire to be blessed with a ridiculously huge behind–or am I just the only one in here who wasn’t born blessed with one??? :booty:
:brownsista:
Liyah said,
I wouldn’t say the only one but I have a big one….sorry
Torya said,
I love the openess! I just found this site 2 months ago. I wish I knew about it sooner! Here’s what I will admit:
I had the sexiest, freakiest dream about Ludacris while actually sleeping next to my husband. Once I woke up I had the nerve to be mad that it was my husband sleeping next to me and not Ludacris! I would never let my husband know about that, but I was mad that I woke up!
Nefertari said,
@Liyah :booty:
I’m not mad at you sis. I’m on my best behavior so hopefully the big bootie fairy will one day smile on me too.
Teeda said,
LOL! I love the post today Stephanie, or should I just leave a question mark for your name?
An :bowdown: ything that I post will come back to haunt me later. I’ll pass on this one.
Teeda said,
And Floyd Mayweather is a pimpish midget. His baby mama is still around but he definately dates other women. He’s very honest about his open relationship. I’ve seen him with several differnt chicks. He’s friends with my Ex.
Oh gosh. I think I’m hating again. I’ll stop.
Stephanie said,
If I told you all my name at this point wouldn’t it just confuse you?
mo'star said,
1. I don’t have as many female friends as I would like to have. (most are so catty.)
2. I play the powerball faithfully.
3. I have a crush on Omar Epps.
4. I don’t like basketball but I watch because I love tall dark thin men.
5. I care about my boyfriend but I’m still in love with my ex
Stephanie, the next man you give yourself to will be worthy of your body, and heart. you have taken time to get to know you. If I remember correctly you are recently divorced( if I’m wrong I appologize) most of your life you probably did everything for your husband and your children. Your celebacy is something you did for yourself. good for you. :bowdown:
mo'star said,
BTW this was a great Idea. :thumbsup:
STEF said,
I watch football with my boyfriend, but I really enjoy watching the players in those tight *** pants with those big tatooed arms and thick thighs!…Turns me completely on!!
:dance:
KSH said,
1. My name is Keesha
2. I am 28 years old.
3. My daughter is 11
4. My first and only husband is 53 years old
5. He has given me the best sex I have EVER EVER HAD! :dance2: :dance2: :dance2:
KSH said,
6. I am a FOOTBALL/BASEBALL junkie!
7. I am a political science graduate
8. I watch fox news on occasion :noway: :noway: - YES WAY!
9. My dream is to start a charter school for at risk youth - boys and girls in poor neighborhoods
10. I LOVE SHOES!
Liyah said,
Teeda? I know he is only 5′8 but I wouldn’t call the man a midget
you are too funny. I’d never date him but he is just fun to drool at from time to time.
Ladylee said,
Hmmn, let’s see,… I won’t give you guys anything too juicy. I will say that my house is a mess right now ‘cuz I’ve been glued to my computer all week. To top it off, it’s a laptop and I don’t even have to get out the bed!!! HELP!! I’m stuck in cyberspace!!!
Kanyade said,
Stephanie! This is a great idea! :brownsista:
Kanyade “admits it”:
1. I love porn…but in moderation.
2. I’m a total freak between the sheets.
3. I have an unhealthy obsession with certain British men, namely Jonathan Rhys Meyers (who is actually Irish, I think).
4. I get a little ‘weird’ (i.e. turned on) when I hear J. Holiday’s “Bed” song.
5. I freaking love Football and hate that the Dallas Cowboys didn’t make it this year.
6. I own a whip….and other *cough* items :confused:
7. I’m evil.
I have evil thoughts! Usually dealing with sex. LOL. I got problems ya’ll! 
8. I wish I could lose about 20 pounds.
9. I wish I were taller.
10. I wish I could afford lacefront wigs on Tyra’s and Beyonce’s scale. *sigh* I’d wear the hell out of them too.
OFFICIAL STAND UP GIRL said,
1.) GOD IS MY PROTECTION
HE IS ATTRACTIVE TOO
2.) MY BEST-FRIEND IS A MALE (WE NEVER EVEN KISSED )
3.) I SEEM TO CAN’T GET ALONG WITH (FEMALES) :hater: ‘S (I DON’T KNOW WHY BUT I CAN’T HELP IT IF I AM ATTRACTIVE. (MY MOM ALWAYS TOLD ME THAT).
4.) IM 19yrs.OLD AND I LOVE OL’ SCHOOL MUSIC
5.) MATH IS (NOT) MY FAVORINT SUBJECT :thumbsdown:
6.) I WATCH PORN TOO. (WHEN I AM ALONE)
Kanyade said,
Stephanie:
Why’d you shave your eyebrows off???
Oh and another one.
11. Sometimes I really want to cut off all my hair; I feel like I’ll feel ‘freer’ if I do that. And I want an afro; want to go au naturale but don’t want to wait for it to grow out. :brownsista:
Browner said,
Nice asses aren’t always big asses.
Celebrities are boring.
Some black celeb (this one excluded) blogs are just mean spirited.
obama 08 aka voice said,
-i’m also know as voice and i call myself voice because it’s my middle name and i’m a great singer
-i’m not dark skinned but pretedn i am because people’s demeanor toward you change as soon as you are dark skinned especially if you give your opinion on a lighter sista (i’m african korean)
- i wish i was dark skinned like my sister and my mother because they have an other kind of beauty that is just amazing
- i wish i were smaller in the hips
-dark sista is indeed my sister and not my alter ego like some psychos affirms
-i love sex and fantasm on denzel
- i love lesbian porn but i’m 100% hetero
- i used to be beyonce #1 fan
- i get my friends on browsista as soon as possible to check out the psychos here
that’s all i have for you
AnonAries said,
I had to join in…
1. I would love to be somebody’s back up dancer… I danced for 13 years :dance1:
2. I seem to only attract younger guys… and I haven’t had much luck with them either :thumbsdown:
3. Everyone thinks I’m the younger sibling but I’m the oldest by 5 1/2 years
4. If I won the lottery, I wouldn’t tell NOBODY
5. Admitting these things and reading all of your secrets made my day
Nne said,
1.) Nne is not my real name- I met a girl when I was 7 yrs old- she was three yrs older & Nigerian and that was her name. I thought she was soooo pretty and never forgot her.
2.) I’m 27 yrs old (28 on July 7th) and I’m still a virgin :bag: !! I’m not ugly or fat either- really, I’m not. No sexual issues either- just never f’d
3.) Never been on a date
4.) I too watch lesbian porn and I’m as straight as hetrosexual woman could ever be.
5.) I have a major crush on this guy who blogs (he knows. First time I ever told a crush) and I get REALLY jealous at some of the females comments so I don’t read the comments anymore.
6.)Only been to a club twice and I use make ppl believe I’ve been more than twice just to make myself seem more interesting and less of a :loser: but really I’m just a homebody
7.) This is liberating- I could probably keep going but I’ve said more than enough I think
Kanyade said,
@ Nne,
I love that you remembered her name! That’s sweet.
There’s nothing wrong with being a homebody. I used to club every weekend, now I go out about once every six months.
But I replaced that with having small, intimate gatherings with my friends at their house or my crib. We get our drink on, play cards, and dish. :brownsista:
And nothing wrong with being a virgin. Hold on to that until you feel you’re ready.
obama 08 aka voice said,
i’m a homebody too and there is no shame on being s virgin and nne means sunshine in ibu
The Fashionista & Baby said,
1. Even though we broke up 17 years ago, I still drive by my ex-boyfriend’s apartment.
2.I often wish I had to guts to tell him that I never experienced an ****** in the five years we had sex.
3. I so hate I sacrificed my virginity to him.
Nne said,
@ Kanyade & Voice- thank you! I’ll say I’m not ashame but honestly… I am- why? IDK!
I never knew what Nne means but it’s cool that her name means “sunshine” because two very dear friends of my call me “Sunshine”.
@ Stephanie- thank you for this. This is even better than postsecrets.com for me!!! I always wanted to reveal something but could never choose which secret I wanted to send in. I just might have to list more before the night is over. Maybe, I’ll wait to see if you’ll do this again.
nefertari chocolatepeach said,
I had an impressive porn collection for years. I never knew other women did too so I hid it. I threw it out because it made my husband uncomfortable. Lots of money lost at $39.99 a pop
silkysoul said,
1) I’m a brotha who loves curvy sistas, particularly celebs; I’m drawn here for the news, photos and (sometimes) commentary;
2) I love singing, particularly karaoke;
3) I ice skate, snow ski, and rollerblade very well;
4) I’m not really into sports…until the final games of the season (Superbowl; NBA Playoffs; World Series, etc.)
5)I grew up in New Orleans, LA. “Laissez les bons temps rouler!!!” (Dang, I miss Mardi Gras! )
*-sigh-* Nuthin’ too liberating.
kirah said,
:bag: All the tall sistas in the house stand up!! I’m 6′1 and loove wearing heels. I used to hate my height but now i love how i intimidate people coz of it.
I was an ugly ducking turned into a swan. Feels good to see all the guys who wouldnt give me that time of day when i was a teenager drool over me now.
I’m 23 but people think i’m still 19. Hope to have he same reaction when im 50.
I love porn too!! Never admitted it to anyone though.
I’d like to be a freak in bed but I’m too shy :bag: I’ve had compliments though but I want to be baaaaaaaaaad.
Eventhough I’ve broken up with my ex for more than 1 year and I’m with someone else, I looooooooooove the fact that he’s been trying to get me back with him for the past 7 months. (I’m not going to take him back though, no issues there).
I love it more since I know that his current girlfriend hates me coz of him and sees me as a constant threat. I’m bad but I love it.
I’m working on gaining weight so as to have more curves in all the right places..and it’s working in all the right ways. My body shape is like Rihanna’s but I’d love to have Alicia’s hips (but not her boobs)
I want to be rich but not famous.
My name is not Kirah. It’s my friend’s daaughter’s name and I am completely in ove with that little girl.
I am a dark-skinned sista and I’ve never felt insecure about my skin tone and wouldnt change it for the world. (unlike most of my friends)
I check the site first thing in the morning and countless of times during the day.
Dark sista said,
kirah try soy milk every night for the booty
Lets see …
my name is jalany i’m 28 and i am a gynecologist
i graduated from high school when i was 16
i’m ivoirian and jamaican
i never watched porno but i read a lot of book on sexuality and sensuality so
no one gets freakier than me in the bed room
my best friend is a celebrity
i ‘ve been married since i’m 17 and my man is 20 years older than i am
and i recently had twins new borns wich i delivered home
named jalany and lelony meaning hope and destiny in ivoirian… so i wont be in here too much (i had to put my quarter ^^)but yall know i love yall every each one of yall ^^:)
Dark sista said,
“I am a dark-skinned sista and I’ve never felt insecure about my skin tone and wouldnt change it for the world. (unlike most of my friends)” same here
ium happy to see a fun post where people dont get at each other throat over some strangers nice and slick way to bring all sistas togethere “stephanie” ^^ i’m still waiting for that marc jacobs rihanna’s handbag post :thumbsup:
Amber said,
1. Hi well as you know i’m Amber,…well actuclly my real name is pronounce “Amberia” but they just call me Amber.
2. l’m 16 years old and i have a learing disability so spelling is the most problem i have at some time
and on my educational side on school work it’s is hard for me to understand it! to do it..
3.i’m not really into geting any realationship with boys or haveing boyfriends anything like that
4. i’m afraid of peolpe and i’m afraid of being around alot of peolpe two it’s irritates the hell of me..lol
5. sometimes like i’ll live in a Imaginary world
6.I have got sent to the crazy house before i call it a crazy house don’t know why?..but i was 14 yr. at the time and my older brother was picking on me so bad and i went off! on him and i try to kill him and i cut him real bad and i end up cuting myself pretty bad two. I stop fighting him and he call the police and they came over and my mother wasn’t there at the time so they didn’t know who two believe in they thought i was trying to kill myself for some reason? or they thought my brother try to kill me and my brother he was bleeding bad so they rush us to the hospital….after we came out hours leter the police they was still there outside no big deal they probably gonna take us home…lol boy I was WRONG the police arrest my brother and me …they took my brother to jail and me to some mental clinic??? to wait on a court date…lol
7.I love two read my books that’s only thing i’m good at is reading…i gotta have my
Zanze book’s, sex chronicles 2 gettin buck wild,
my Noire book’s candy licker, g-spot,
Now i can’t believe i told ya’ll my personal secrets..lol
Oh-yea Stephanie do you get frustrated when you don’t get that perfect line right?
cuz my mama do..she does the same thang two
dani said,
hmm whut can i admit?
I am addicted to buying shoes, clothes anything….when i feel bad i go out and buy sumthin, mostly shoes..and i feel alot better until i feel bad again…its a vicious cycle…..
I’m tired of hearing about rihanna in posts….dont get me wrong i have love for my fellow sistas, but i dont get all the hype behind her….
im 21yrs old and i sit in my room ( im a college student), apply makeup, play dress up, blast music and pretend that I am a music artist performing in concert….i have a really great voice but i am sooo shy…i wish i could overcome that.. :confused:
i love my boyfriend but i wonder if there is sumone out there better for me
La Domina said,
i guess i’ll comment on here.
1) I love Janet Jackson music/videos/anything that has she has done. but i am not a “stan”. lol.
2)I am a hip hop junkie and would love to be in the business one day but i get discouraged at times because whenever i tell people i have aspirations of becoming and entertainer they laugh or tell me to get a real job. ((sobs a bit))
3) I am jamaican and get pissed when i hear that whole we smoke weed and are good for nothing shi-t. no i have never touced a drug in my life and don’t plan to……i am a creative human being…..stop hating. and no i don’t have dread locks…..i wish i had them though but that’s a different story.
4) I still have my v-card (haha virgin). but i wonder what “relations” are like.
5) I am not in a ruch to lose my v-card.
5) I can’t sleep naked…….it feels weird to me.
6) I am secretly paranoid about dying and have panic attacks about it. I feel so stupid for it and get annoyed with myself but I will solve that problem later.
7) I am secretly sadened when i hear people talk about their fathers mostly because i don’t know mine. the last time he called me was last year. he’s late on my birthday calls and didn’t call me for christmas. i wonder if i should try harder but i feel like if i call but he doesn’t then why the hell should i bother. i want to just cuss him out but i have respect for all adults in my family to not go there.
8)i wish i could lose 40 pounds. i weigh 174 but i wear a size 9…..but my family makes it seem as if i weigh 200. people never guess that i am 174 but whatever.
9) everytime i meet someone they seem to think i am way younger than them….i.e. 12 or 11 but i am almost 19. i have no problem with it. i love it…..i get that trait from my mothers side.
10) i never hd it but i think i’d be freaky…..i love piercings and whips and such. and want to get a few piercings one day….i gues when i turn 20 or something. plus there is thing where i kind of get excited over some amount of pain……damn. i might have some mental issues.
11)i have never had anything with dairy or eggs in it. i have an allergy and wish to know what those things taste like. uh….i’m a vegan by circumstance…..i don’t like meat of any kind at all.
12)I want to stop cursing….i only say the b-word and (hell), (sh-t). i need to stop. i don’t feel like a woman when i am saying it but i can’t help it when it comes out of my mouth sometimes….plus i know a lot of guys who act like a pack of bi-ches. lol. still no excuse.
13) I have officially stopped downloading this year. it was like rehab. i seriously couldn’t sleep knowing i didn’t get those two janet songs and a couple other music videos. but now i’m okay. i still get the urge but i’m getting better. yay me!
i kinda feel better. peaceful. whew! that was a slight load off. that’s all i’m gonna post on here because if i go any deeper i’d be so embarassed. but this is good. nice job “STEPHANIE”! peace out ya’ll. 1
kirah said,
Thx Dark sista for the advice , im gonna add soy milk to my list. Since you’re partly ivorian does that mean you speak french (especially the “ivorian french”) and keep up with their mini-series? Cool, french connection lol. C’est pas petit boucan lol.
Amber, keep reading, things will get better but you’ve probably heard that a million times lol.
I love this post!! No need for a diary.
La Domina said,
@ amber
i feel you about that whole not being comfortalbe around people thing especially in parties. i can dance just not like how they want me to. i don’t know how to grind up on a boy…..it seems so wrong also i feel tarded when i do it…..yes i did just type “tarded”. lol.
oh and here’s another fact about me….i’ve never had a boyfriend since i was 11. i feel imiture but then again i’m the one who all my friends with relationship problems or any problems for that matter come to for help and advice. i’ve helped out a lot of them and have been right so far but i always say why don’t you think about it. my approach is i pretty much lay out all fact on the table then i think of a couple of positive options then ask them what they want to do…..then i pretty much let them solve their own problem by talking it out with me…..i never really tell them what to do. i wonder why none of them have caught on to that. lol!
peace! 1
:bag: :brownsista: :bag:
Des said,
This has got to be the best topic yet :bowdown:
I work out religiously at home because I can’t stand to see or smell other people sweat
I am a neat freak who refuses to visit my girlfriend’s new condo because she’s a sloppy :booty:
I where high heels every where I go because I like the way my a** and legs feel in them
I graduated with my Master’s degree at 22 and opened my own business that same year. I’ve been an entrepreneur for about five years now
In my late teens I had a bad experience with a past supervisor and vowed that I would never ever work for anyone else
I value my employees and their families and treat them with the utmost fairness and respect and they are indeed good to me
In September, my mother in-law went back to school to pursue her Bachelor’s in early childhood education. She put her dreams on hold to raise her children and take care of her family. Her dream is to become a special education teacher. No one in the family knows that she is in school, not even her husband or my husband
My husband doesn’t know that I’m paying for her tuition
It’s my gift to her for birthing and raising the most loving man I know 
Des said,
Oh and I know “Stephanie’s” real name :lol2:
Kenny said,
I am strong, a really beautiful woman, and still a virgin at the age of 27.
I am proud to wait until I marry….I am not really religious but I believe in Christ, but I chose to wait for myself. :bowdown:
kirah said,
Here are other facts about me
I looove walking around in my undies. I think that boy shorts are the sexiest undies ever invented. I just wish my roommate’s boyfriend would stop coming over so that i’d be free to walk around like I used to.
I dont find anything sexy about the naked body (especially men’s, sorry). But I loove what two naked bodies do together.
I adore my black brothas and only want to date them. No discrimination here.
I hate talking on the phone, cant stand gossips. My male friends find that unbelievable and my female friends find that irritating.
I am allergic to hypocrites!!!!!!!
I have too much of a care-**** attitude for my own good. Gets me into trouble some times but oh well.
I should be doing a uni project but “Stephanie” has got me hooked, lol
Dark sista said,
kirah tu connais!!! where you’re from ? i do keep up with everything email me at deylicious@hotmail.com the girls are yelling !!!got to go”
des : whoa its amazing how different people can act when they on a website you sound like a tru sista :bowdown:
Ana said,
I have had 5 abortions….
kirah said,
dark sista, my parents are from Mali and Guinea but i didnt grow up in any of those countries. I check out dailymotion to see the mini-series especially “Ma famille”. Tu va me tuer ohhhhhhh lol. I’ll hit you up soon.
Nne said,
I’M UP!
I can’t sleep and I just couldn’t stop thinking about how good it felt to get some things out and off my chest. Reading everybody’s “admit it” has been so comforting, inspiring and fun.
There’s so many I want to respond to but it would just take up too much space and time. It’s been so nice to see the guys join in on this. Okay, let me just get this out…
8.) I’ve never smoked anything nor have I done drugs of any kind.
9.) I’m trying to get over my crush but it’s a fight within myself even though I know I need to.
10.) I got somewhat offended when my crush said I was very pretty instead of saying I was beautiful or gorgeous-
(I HAD to get this one out!)
11.) I just cut about 2-3 inches off my hair- it’s a habit that happens when things don’t go so well with guys. I don’t know how to stop it.
12.) Like most women have shoe addictions… I have a handbag addiction- it’s getting outta hand, I think :confused:
13.) I wish to marry a man ten years or older oneday {Keesha you’re my idol!}
14.) I’m on a diet
15.) I watched Love Jones over and over this past weekend & cried for the first time in a while.
16.) I’ve been pretending for the past several years to be happy for family and friends when good things happen to them but in reality, I wasn’t and can’t be cause I’m not as happy as I want to be with myself and some of it is due to my friends and family not noticing.
17.) My favorite episode of MTV’s Super Sweet 16 was Ava’s from the 1st season. I recorded it.
18.) I too get told I don’t look my age but 10 yrs younger instead- all the time AND that I don’t sound older than 18 < ???
19.) I wish I had girlfriends so we could be like “Girlfriends” or “Sex and the City”.
20.) I feel the sexiest when my hair is naturally curly w/o any product (looking Marpessa Dawn in Black Orpheus
) but I feel like guys think I’m more sexy with my hair straight.
21.) I haven’t picked up my phone for anyone that has called in like two/three weeks.
22.) Even though I could be happier- I’m happy more like content but I’m happy with that.
Okay, maybe I can sleep now.
Andre Le Dale said,
1. My real name is Andre Ledale Simmons. 2. I have a wife, a son, and a baby on the way. I’m a addicted to myspace and blogs. 3. http://www.myspace.com/non_fiction33 I have always wanted to do that. I love music, acting, writing, fashion, and photography. 5. I feel like I’m the luckiest man in the world. Is that a bad thing? 6. Ladies let me ask you something. How come men that are good looking, positive about life, respectful to others, smile a lot have to be called gay? 7. Oh yeah I’m 24, love you all goodnight
:>
sfsinger said,
As of Jan 11th I decided to make a permanent lifestyle change and monitor my caloric intake and exercise again. I have steadily gained weight since HS and have struggled with being too hard on myself. My highest weight was 315 and at 5′7″ I’m lucky to not have a host of health problems. I used to have an eating disorder and wouldn’t eat and over-exercised so I completely went the other way. I used to think I was fat at the age of 14 when I weighed 133lbs…..now I am fat and I hate it. I have already lost 10 pounds but I have a long way to go. It took me nearly 20 years to gain all this weight but I want to get rid of it within 16 months. I’m keeping a journal of what I now eat and how I feel, what foods make me feel sluggish and I try to let those moments when I feel hungry not throw me in a tailspin. I’ve decided on 6 meals/day and eating around 300 calories worth of food every 3 hours or so. I had no idea that the average pastry at the average coffee shop chain has nearly 500 calories. Now I know how I gained the weight. I struggle with major bouts of depression that really seem to be coming out more now that I’m not medicating my emotions with desserts and soda. I am currently unemployed which doesn’t exactly help my mood. I struggle with having a relationship with God versus following a religious tradition or set of rules, trying to decide what is best and who God is for me. I struggle with wanting to isolate myself to avoid conflicts - even doing things I enjoy. I met a guy last year whom I thought I was in love with who turned out to be married. I ended it but not the day I found out and I’ve struggled with forgiving him and myself. One stupid comment from another member of the choir I had recently joined sent me reeling and I quit and have been mad and hurt since. I wonder if I will realize my dreams and if so, when will things work out?
Andre Le Dale said,
8. I’m on my Blackberry. 9. I didn’t grow up with my father or any real male figures. 10. My mother raised me. I think she did a wonderful job. She is my number 1 Queen. 11. I wish I could stand up to people more than hide behind my smile. 12. My younger cousin is locked up for a crime he didn’t commit. That has been really hard to deal with for the pass couple of years he is like a brother to me. 13. I hope to one day to make it to Hollywood and change the way that blacks are portrayed. 14. I hope to one day the famous “I Have A Dream Speech” becomes a realitity. 15. Ok I’m done LMAO Goodnight/Goodmorning.
Majesa said,
This is fun. I read these things and they make me think. I do enjoy that.
1) I get slightly jealous when I see two cute gay men together, because it’s plain not fair for in my head.
I really, really want to be Bartender one day.
2) I have hopes of being able to speak at least four different languages one day, excluding English.
3) With all this talk of virginity and celibacy, I’ll admit that I do not want to be a virgin. I’m not waiting for marriage, I’m waiting for a guy that can meet my standards. Hope that happens soon.
4) I hate body hair. All of it.
5) I’m known to take 3-4 hour showers or baths. Usually a shorter shower and a longer bath.
6) A guy with a brow ring is incredibly attractive to me. Incredibly. I prefer the right brow, too.
7) I have every Victoria Secret Fashion show ever taped on my PC. I like to dress in the previously mentioned stripper clothes and shoes and walk along with them. No lie, I have favorite runway scenes and models.
9) I don’t do drugs because I know how much I’ll probably like them.
10) I don’t want to have kids, ever. I would consider adopting a kid one day though. I had this great idea to adopt a child from one country, raise it in a completely different culture, and then come back here before his/her teen years are over. Think, a child from China, raised in Argentina, and we can speak German at home for the main language of the house. That would be one cultured kid.
@ Andre: They don’t have to be called Gay. They’re usually nice, but it can be unappealing because they can seem weak or cowardly. But too much positivity can be such a turn-off. Keep your head up, sure, but don’t look at the sun and be blind. I think the so-called bad guys have a bit of an edge because there’s a hope that they’ll be a good guy for you and still be the bad guy to everyone else. The bad guy with the good heart.
del said,
I think Janet is a better actress than singer. :loser:
lee said,
Hey EVERYONE!
1. I left the United States when I was 19 (I am 33) and never returned.
2. I have lived, worked and traveled the World (favorite country: Iceland)
3. I love cultures and languages
4. I wish more of us as Americans (black folks, especially) got a passport and traveled outside the United States, the World knows mor about us then we about them “sigh”.
5. I love old school. Teena Marie, Chaka, Luther, Patti. And I love performers such as Janet and Michael.
6. I am not an explainer. But unfortunately, I always have to explain black-American culture. Unfortunately, hip hop is what most pople outside of the US see of black Americans–so if it ain’t positive hip hop to counter-balance…well, you know the rest.
7. I am from New Orleans, I miss my po-boys and gumbo
And where is everyone from. Stefanie, child, do a post asking where folks from just they got anybody out where I am– I am in Dubai, United Arab Emirates (yes, the damn Middle East). Told you I like to travel. LOL
lee said,
Oh, and for the sistas that are tall. GO TO AMSTERDAM. Them girls are like all over 6ft! They have the cutest jeans. And for the girls who like lesbian porn. So do most european and arab women. Bisexuality and homosexuality is the norm throughout Europe and the Middle East! Just because you don’t hear it, don’t mean it ain’t happening!!! GET YA DAMN FREAK ON. Like God can’t read ya mind. LOL.LOL.LOL! Like he,she, it really cares.
Confused said,
Hmm…. My confessions…I have told nobody this….
I am 24 and from London..…when I was 5/6 I was sexually abused by a white guy, which has left me with a high level of distrust and disdain for white men. I have no memories of life before that age…I know I was young, but some of my friends do remember 5 /6… If you see my baby pictures….I stopped smiling in them after that age…. I didn’t know what he was doing was wrong until I got older, so I ate to combat my depression and to also prevent any man from finding me attractive. Although I have lost a lot of weight and quite attractive if I do say so myself, I am still not comfortable. I always vowed never to become a victim and ensured I was successful in education/academics and stuff. The only area is with guys…. I feel like I am a failure and that the guy who abused me won….I always mess up relationships and take rejection hard…I say relationships but I have never really had one of those fairytale boyfriends…hell I haven’t even had a nightmarish boyfriend….I always come to the conclusion that guys know I am some how tainted or broken and get out pronto..
I have no problems getting male attention or guys…but I just want something genuine, a guy to like me for me….not physical attributes or because I am intelligent and would impress his friends…Just last week I met a guy who I liked and who I thought liked me…but he hasn’t called. Whereas other females would get over it…I can’t help thinking, once again I failed. On the outside everyone loves me…I’m one of those cool chicks, I make the effort with people, I get along with people…There has been times where I have been in a room with over 30 or 40 friends and still felt so alone….I get so sick of putting on this front.. I try not to be emotional or signs of weakness but more times I just want to be held and kissed all over…loved….
Sad huh….
STEF said,
HI STEPHANIE,
THIS TOPIC TURNED OUT TO BE THERAPEUTIC FOR A LOT OF WOMEN…THIS REALLY WAS A GREAT IDEA!
:thumbsup:
lady said,
Good morning to all the brownsista big up to the tall woman in the house. This was a great topic you getting so many response. U need to do this at least every other month to see what going on with people on this site. 6′1 (44-34-50) measurement holla
Nefertari said,
@ Andre Le Dale
My husband often tells me that women assume he is gay because he won’t disrespect our marriage when they flirt. The fact that he opens doors for women and likes to dress in slacks rather than baggy jeans also gets him labeled that way. Unfortunately, too many women think that a man has to be “bad” in order to be a man. I’m proud of brothers like him and like you. Just keep shining. :thumbsup:
beautyANDbrains said,
1. i’m not a virgin even though everyone thinks i am.
2. i don’t have any idea what i want to do with my life even though everyone thinks i have everything in order because of my high gpa.
3. i wish i had a million dollars so i could buy all the shoes i want.
4. i don’t ever want to be poor.
5. i used watch porn when i was bored but it got boring.
6. i’m horny but i want to wait until i’m married to my boyfriend to give him some (he is my first and only lover but i still feel like a christian should wait until marriage to have sex).
7. i’ve been celibate since july 2007.
8. i’m trying to lose 30 lbs but i’m scared my *** will shrink. i too think bey and jlo are blessed with gifted butts.
9. i cheated on my first boyfriend but made it seem like the dude sexually harrassed me. that’s my most evil deed.
10. i wish my boobs were smaller
11. i’m 21, in my senior year in college
12. i don’t like hanging with women, too moody, too catty, too gossipy, too competitive, too much!
Nefertari said,
@Majesa,
You said that you hate body hair. Here is a really odd one for you–I don’t grow any body hair at all. I thought I was weird growing up until I was around 20 and my mother told me that she has none either–nor do her sisters. I would not know how to use a razor if you gave me one. I have curled dredlocs down the middle of my back and I have eyebrows that are pretty light, but I barely have eyelashes and have completely bald arms, legs, and everywhere else. I don’t know what ethnic group this characteristic comes from, but I do know I felt like a freak of nature the first time a man saw me naked because of it. :bag: My ex husband used to joke that it made him uncomfortable because it was like I hadn’t reached puberty–ummmmm I would think wearing a 36 DDD bra should have been enough to convince him that I had reached puberty–but he wasn’t terribly bright. :brownsista:
Nefertari said,
How do I post here using my blackberry?
Nefertari said,
@Des
I have the clean freak thing going on too. I watch the show “Monk” and laugh hysterically because I’m like that. I also shower 3 times a day and have this “smell good” obsession. I work in a corporation and have to shake hands a lot—I carry purell in my pockets, bra, briefcase and whereever else I can so that I can discreetly disinfect my hands–especially if someone has sweaty palms. I wish that I didn’t have to touch strangers. I think that is right on the edge of having a real “issue”. I am a germaphobe and I think people carry way too many germs. :confused:
Kanyade said,
@ Lee,
Iceland? Wow. I would love to be able to travel the world one day. And I agree that it can open ALL of our lives if we become more ‘global’ in thinking. Americans can be very self-centered. LOL. Oh, and I’m en route to New Orleans for Spring Break. Another admittance: Even though I’m no longer in college, I still celebrate Spring Break. LOL
@ Confused,
Thank you for sharing that. God bless you. And please don’t think you are tainted. I can identify with the sexual abuse, but I’ve forgiven him and have been able to move on with my life. And I can also identify with the lack of intimacy shared with that someone special. Don’t give up hope; it will happen for you. Love yourself and you will be loved. God bless you again. :brownsista:
@ Everyone,
Thanks for sharing bits of yourself. This has been great. :brownsista:
Kanyade said,
[quote comment=”20846″]How do I post here using my blackberry?[/quote]
I have an LG Chocolate and I can still access the site and post. What’s the issue exactly? Can you not log on or…
Nefertari said,
@Kanyade,
I just didn’t know it could be done. So do I have to log onto the site through my web browser or is there a way to link my email to a particular post?
Liyah said,
Good morning, guys, I’ll admit it, I don’t feel like being here at work today. I am often bored here. Even though I have a good position (Marketing Assistant), I do all of my work pretty fast, so I spend the greater part of my day talking with all of you….which I love to do!
Des, I am with you, I hope to have my own busines within the next two years, My husband and I spend our evenings working on that! Holla!
Ana said,
Is what i confessed so horrible no comment, or so minimal no one cared to comment
I need someone to acknowledge this deep, dark confession it took so much for me to type and then no acknowledgement kind of made me feel I should have kept it too myself :thumbsdown:
Liyah said,
ANA:
Wow it was so small I didn’t see it. Well I don’t know what to say, I haven’t had any, but I would not advise you to have any more, my cousin has had 4 and now the doctor is saying there may be some complications if she ever wanted to have a baby! Should you become pregnant again, I’d say keep it, you never know who/what that child may grow up to be. Children can be a wonderful blessing. I have many neices and nephews and it makes my day to spend time with them :thumbsup:
Des said,